Dokotala wakulera wagawana kale ndi ife zofunikira pazomwe mayi yemwe ali ndi matenda ashuga ayenera kudziwa, yemwe amafuna ana ndipo sangatenge pakati. Pano tikukubweretserani nkhani yomwe imakupatsani mwayi wowona vutoli kuchokera kumbali ya wodwala yemwe amalota kuti akhale mayi. Muscovite Irina H. adatiuza nkhani yake, ndikupempha kuti asamupatse dzina lomaliza. Kwa iye timapereka mawu.
Ndimamukumbukira bwino azakhali athu, Olya, mnansi wathu. Iye analibe TV, ndipo nthawi iliyonse madzulo amabwera kwa ife kudzawonera makanema apa TV. Nthawi ina adadandaula kuti mwendo wake ukupweteka. Amayi adalangiza mafuta othira, bandeji yandeji, kuwotha ndi pani lotenthetsera. Patatha milungu iwiri, Aunt Olya adatengedwa ndi ambulansi. Anapezeka kuti ali ndi matenda ashuga, ndipo masiku angapo pambuyo pake mwendo wake udadulidwa pamwamba pa bondo. Pambuyo pake, adagona kunyumba, pabedi, pafupifupi osayenda. Ndidathamangira kukacheza Lamlungu pomwe kulibe maphunziro kusukulu komanso nyimbo. Ngakhale ndimawamvera chisoni Aunt Ola, ndimawopa kuvulala kwake ndipo ndimayesetsa kuti ndisayang'ane komwe mwendo wake uyenera kukhala. Koma mawonekedwe ake adakopedwerabe pepala lopanda kanthu. Achibale sanabwere kudzacheza ndi Aunt Ola ngati sakukhala padziko lapansi. Komabe adagulanso TV yatsopano.
Nthawi zina amayi anga ankanena kuti: "Osadya maswiti ambiri - matenda ashuga azikhala." Pambuyo pa mawu awa, ndinakumbukira malo omwewo pansi pa pepala la Aunt Oli. Agogo akutsutsa adanenanso zowonjezera: "Mzukulu, idyani maswiti. Mukukonda." Panthawi imeneyi, ndinakumbukiranso azakhali a Olya. Sindinganene kuti ndimakonda maswiti kwambiri. Chinali chikondi kuchokera pagulu la "chosowa, koma mapena." Sindinkadziwa bwino matenda ashuga, ndipo kuopa kudwala kunayamba kukhala phobia. Ndinkayang'ana anzanga akusukulu omwe amadya maswiti mosawerengeka, ndikuganiza kuti atha kudwala matenda a shuga, ndiye kuti adzadula mwendo wawo. Ndipo kenako ndinakulira, ndipo matenda a shuga adandikhalira nkhani yoyipa kuyambira ndili mwana.
Ndili ndi zaka 22, ndinamaliza maphunziro awo kuyunivesite, ndipo ndinakhala katswiri wazamisala ndipo ndinakonzekera kukhala wamkulu. Ndidali ndimnyamata wina yemwe timafuna kukwatiwa naye.
Mayeso omaliza adandipatsa zovuta kwambiri. Thanzi lidasokonekera kwambiri (ndidaganiza kuti limachokera ku mitsempha). Ndinkakonda kudya, kuwerenga kumatha kusangalatsa, ndinali nditatopa kwambiri ndi masewera anga akale a volleyball.
Mayi anga atamaliza maphunzirowa, anati: "Mwakhala bwino. Ndipo chowonadi nchakuti - kavalidwe komwe ndimapitako kumaliza maphunziro sikunachedwe pa ine. Mu sitandade khumi, ndimalemera ma kilogalamu 65, inali mbiri yanga ya "kulemera". Pambuyo pake, sindinathe bwino kuposa 55. Ndinafika pamiyeso ndipo ndinachita mantha: "Wow! Kilogalamu 70! Izi zingachitike bwanji?" Zakudya zanga sizinali bwino kuphunzira. M'mawa, bun ndi khofi, pa nkhomaliro - mbale yophika ku yunivesite ya canteen, chakudya chamadzulo - mbatata yokazinga ... Nthawi zina ndimadya ma hamburger.
"Wow, uli ndi pakati?" Amayi anafunsa. "Ayi, zachidziwikire, ndikungonenepa ..." Ndidayinjiriza, ndimaganizo kuti ndilembe.
Ndinkalemedwa kamodzi pa sabata. Makala anali mitu yankhokwe yanga. Kulemera sikufuna kuchoka. Komanso, adafika.
Ndinayamba kulemera mwachangu. Wachinyamata wanga, Sergei, kusankha mawu, nthawi ina adanena kuti amakonda ine aliyense. Nditamva izi, ndidaganiza zolimba. Kamodzi munsewu yapansi panthaka adandipatsa malo: "Khala pansi, azakhali, ndizovuta kuti muyime.". Masikelo anawonetsa 80, 90, 95 kilogalamu ... Mwanjira, popeza ndimachedwa kuntchito, ndinayesera kukwera okwera wapansi poyenda. Kuoloka, ndidatha kuthana ndi magawo ochepa chabe. Chisoni chidawoneka pamphumi pake. Ndipo kenako ndinaponyera miyeso, ndikuganiza kuti ngati ndiwona chizindikiro cha zana, ndiye kuti ndikungodziyika ndekha. Masewera sanathandize. Njala nayonso. Sindingathe kuchepa thupi. "Pita kwa a endocrinologist," amayi anga anandilangiza. Dotolo atha kundipatsako mahomoni ofunikira, chifukwa chomwe ndimatha kuonda. Ndinagwiritsitsa mwayi uliwonse.
Kodi chidzachitike ndi chiyani tsopano? Kodi andidulira mwendo? Dokotala adatsimikizira - muyenera kumwa insulini. Popanda iye, sindingakhale moyo. Ndikofunikira kubweretsa glucose m'maselo a thupi, omwe amatipatsa mphamvu, kapamba wanga anali atatsala pang'ono kusiya kutulutsa. Munthu amazolowera chilichonse, ndipo ndimazolowera matendawa. Posakhalitsa adakwatiwa, adadzilimbitsa ndikukhala wonenepa.
Nditakwanitsa zaka 25, ine ndi amuna anga tinayamba kupanga mwana. Sindinathe kutenga pakati.
"Mukabereka, mwataya mwendo wanu ngati Aunt Olya!" - akuwopsa amayi. Azakhali Olya anali atamwalira nthawi imeneyo, osathandiza komanso osungulumwa. Mayi anga ananeneratu za zomwezi zandichitikira ine, chifukwa mnansiyo analibe ana: "Mwina sanaberekepo chifukwa cha matenda ashuga. Amapezeka pambuyo pake, amafunikira chithandizo, koma sanatero. Uku ndikunenetsa kwakukulu pakukonzekera kutenga pakati." Mayi anga ndi bambo wa sukulu yakale, amakonda kumva chisoni. Monga, sindikhala ndi ana, ali ndi zidzukulu, ndife osauka, osasangalala. Ndinawerenga pa intaneti kuti mtundu wa 1 wa matenda ashuga (wofanana ndi wanga) sutsutsana konse pakukonzekera kutenga pakati. Zitha kubwera zokha. Amuna anga ndi ine tonse timayembekezera, ndikupita kutchalitchi ndi agogo. Zonse zopanda pake ...
Mu 2018, ndidaganiza zopita kwa dotolo kuti ndidziwe chifukwa chomwe sinditha kutenga pakati, ndipo ndidatembenukira kuchipatala chakuchipatala cha Argunovskaya (ndidachipeza pa intaneti). Pofika nthawi imeneyi ndinali nditakwanitsa zaka 28.
Pofika nthawi imeneyi, zinkaona ngati kuti matenda ashuga athetsa maloto anga okhala mayi. Koma pa intaneti akuti atsikana omwe ali ndi vuto lalikulu kwambiri la matendawa atenga pakati.
Dokotala wakuwongolera wa Center for IVF Alena Yuryevna adatsimikiza izi. "Chifukwa cha zovuta m'mimba mwa mayi, simungathe kutenga pakati mwachilengedwe," adokotala atero. "Koma mutha kuchita IVF. Odwala a oncology amabwera kudzawaona - mankhwala olera amawathandiza kupitiliza kubereka. Atsikana omwe ali ndi zilema amabwera kwa ife - amafunadi athanzi "mwana, komanso azimayi omwe ali ndi mavuto obadwa nawo. Ndipo ngakhale iwo omwe sangathe kupirira chifukwa cha thanzi lawo. Amayi othawa kwawo amawathandiza."
Koma zonse ndizotheka ndipo muyenera kuyesa. Kuzindikira kwanga motsutsana ndi maziko awa sikuwoneka koopsa. Kusiyanaku kumangokhala mu kukondoweza kwa mahomoni, pomwe insulin sangathe kuchotsedwa. Madokotala anachenjeza kuti ndiyenera kuyang'aniridwa kwambiri ndi endocrinologist.
Ndidayenera kuchita jakisoni m'mimba yanga ndekha. Zinali zosasangalatsa kwa ine, sindinakonde jakisoni .... Chingwe m'mimba - uku sikukutula nsidze zanu. Zachinyengo zomwe azimayi sapita! Zikuwoneka kwa ine kuti moyo ndiwovuta kwambiri kwa ife kuposa amuna.
Pa nkhonya, mazira 7 adachotsedwa kwa ine. Ndipo patsiku lachisanu, mluza umodzi wokha udasamutsidwa. Chilichonse chimayenda mwachangu, sindinakhale ndi nthawi yoti ndimvetse chilichonse. Adotolo adanditumiza ku ward, "gonani pansi." Ndinaimbira amuna anga nthawi yomweyo. "Eya, kodi muli kale ndi pakati?" anafunsa. Nthawi zonse ndimamvetsera kuntchito zanga. Posachedwa, ndidzayesa mayeso okonzekera kutenga pakati. Ndipo ndikuchita mantha. Pepani koma palibe chomwe chidachitika. Mu banki ya chipatalacho ndidatulutsa mazira awiri ozizira kuti atalephera ...
Kuchokera kwa Mkonzi: patatsala pang'ono kuti Chaka Chatsopano chidziwike kuti heroine wa nkhani yathu adakali ndi pakati.
